Since no one ever really reads this dumb blog that I write I figure I can pretty much say whatever I want, consequence. Now i won't because that would give me and some others a bad reputation. Sometimes I just feel overcome by my lack of self confidence and wonder what makes others so special and me not. Now a lot of people would try and comfort me and say that isn't true, but then the question arises of if they are telling the truth. Of course I should believe the ones I love but sometimes it is just so hard. Do I make people as happy as their other friends? Do I make them laugh as much and make them have a great day? I don't really know but I hope so and self confidence something I am working on. I wonder why someone would be with me and not show me that I make them laugh and that they love to be around me. They can tell me about how funny and great their other friends are but not me. Oh well i guess it is just something to work on.
Sorry if their are typos, I did this on my phone at work on my lunch break. I just needed to get that off my chest to the whole no one who reads this........... Except maybe Kaitlyn.......... Thanks LOL
Oh ans P. S. Finals suck and consume peoples live and it is quite ridiculous. Oh well I guess that is just another part of life, to talk to someone during finals week is just like a five minute tease. I love it.
Sorry to be so negative I just needed to vent and I figured, who better to vent to than everyone who reads this and sets it as their homepage.
Thanks and love ya.
2 comments:
Hahaha thanks for the shoutout... even though I haven't actually been on this blogspot thing for a couple months. I saw your post in Facebook though. I'm not sure if you were actually thanking me or just saying that to be sarcastic haha but oh well, I'll take it!
I have no idea what you are going through these days, and I'm not going to sit here and act like I have some awesome answer that's going to make all you're problems go away. But that lack of self-confidence thing? I don't know anyone who doesnt lack self-confidence. Seriously. I mean at first people appear to have it all together, but once you get to know people you find that we all struggle with that.
I'm one of the worst, or at least that's how I feel. You just have to trust yourself, and eventually I think you'll start to realize your not as bad as you think you are. Haha. Surround yourself with people who make you feel better about yourself, not worse. That's what I've been trying to do.
I'm sure you've heard all that before, so I'll stop now. But I just wanted to let you know that someone does read this and care! =] I hope you have a very Merry Christmas & wonderful break! We really should catch up one of these days. And I wanna meet your girlfriend! I'm sure she's great. I mean you do have pretty good taste. Haha!
I'll ttyl buddy!
~KFo
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